When I saw you I was afraid to meet you.
When I met you I was afraid to kiss you.
When I kissed you I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you



The thing about love.
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
Happy 2nd belated year with baby!
This few days w/o Regent handball have been kinda weird..
Going out to eat, poker, movie with Regent handball teammates, Mr Low and Gabriel soon!
This fewdays, have been training hard for my handball..
Monday strength training, wednesday court training, saturday endurance run.
5KM increase to 7KM le.
On my free days, have been meeting my mother and eat at her house.
Also pei Mojin play basketball, damn i sucks after playing so long of handball.
Haha, he very sad mah! Always nobody accompany him to play, so anybody want play basketball jio him @ untitled-hopes.blogspot.com/!
I also met my Probation Officer for reporting. Damn, have to go for a parenting workshop and it's all on my endurance run date!
I haven't cut my hair for a very long time and it's like so bloody long.
I want cut it short short like it's the 80's!
My mother and baby like it ok.
Probation nearing one year already, have been spending nearing one year playing handball.
Have to reflect on what I've done during this 10thmonths.
8more months and say bye to probation. Damn, cant wait.
Changed alot, learn alot. Now watching primary kids, lower secondary all walking last time my path.
Damn funny, what lanjiao ar, knn ar, pcb u nbcb dog ar. Reflects so much on me in the past and sometime I laugh while thinking about it.

Ivan, Mars, Ron, Jiajing, Ziwen, Alvin, Melvin, Junming, Mojin, Erwin, Yuinping, Dragon, Reuben, Jiongwen, Ben, Shengda, Oscar and many other parts and parcels of my life.
Reminiscing the past, how much i miss it. Ha:)

Mars do take care after u come out of RTC ok. 1more year right?

and having being with Tan Engwoon for like 2years, how did we pass this 2 years? how time flies. i seems to remember that she is like SEC 1 YTD and I'm SEC 2 hello.
She's that rebellious young girl and i'm like facing her dad ytd where he scold me for being with her and saying that we're still young and etc. now here i am 2 years later holding her hands waiting for her dad to fetch her at yewtee lol. quarrels, arguement, misunderstanding, disagreement, happiness, sorrows.
Certainly there're more unhappy things than happy things.
But we've come this far and i've to cherish it. it's now or never, cherish it before it's gone?
I lazy type already, so many broken english lol.
Gonna sleep soon, tmre have to wake up @ 6+AM and go to east coast park for my 7KM run with my yog handball teammates!
And just play a long day of basketball with mojin and ivan at yewtee cc, cck cc, south view lrt.
So crazy, goodnight.
& Happy belated birthday to YUINPING! & Sunday's my sis birthday, GG.

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 10:33 PM
Feel so sucks now. Suddenly so tired, body and mind.
When Rgt handball lost the finals.. I at the center of the court, saw the score and the time.
I nearly drop to my knees and cry.. glad to know someone feels the same as me.
Now I know I didnt got selected to go to taiwan. I don't know why, I just feel damn sucks. Damn sad, I hate this feeling.
I put in so much, do my best for every training and match.
I really hate this.. :'(
Thanks Baby, Mom, Coach Yeow, Wenkiat and unexpectly Shahmel for cheering me up.
Thanks.

End of post, dumb!


Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 9:35 PM
This week update 16th November - 22nd November.
  • Friendly against NYJC, lost 4-9.
  • School training and YOG training.
  • Handball inter-school tournament.
Day 1,
  • Regent 1 VS Bukit View, won 10-3.
  • Regent 1 VS Unity, won 10-3.
  • Regent 1 VS Damai, won 11-5.
  • Regent 1 VS NYJC, lost 2-10.
Day 2, semi final & final.
  • Regent 1 VS Saint Andrews, won 8-6.
  • Regent 1 VS RJC, lost 2-6.
Got second, was disappoint but well this is a game.
There will be win or lose, so I just have to accept the fact that we lost!
Whatever it is, I'm gonna miss REGENT HANDBALL! :)

End of post, dumb!


Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 1:07 AM
Friday 6/11 - Cant rmb what I did, went for voice recording at MCYS, aft that went back home cook noodles for starving Baby.

Saturday 7/11 - Went to east coast for run, aft that went to find mom with Baby.
Went to orchard walkwalk.

Sunday 8/11 - Cant rmb.

Monday 9/11 - Training at BHCC. CSO.

Tuesday 10/11 - School's training. CSO.

Wednesday 11/11 - Training at CCAB. CSO.

Thursday 12/11 - Training at school, handball's line drawn. CSO.

Friday 13/11 - Friendly against Unity Secondary, Regent won 7-3. CSO. East coast for briefing.
PS:Always rmb to communicate guys, 2nd man always try to stay with center, wingers up when we have possession. Improve grip of the ball.

Saturday 14/11 - Going WWW with Mom, Baby and 2 of my younger sisters. 2nd sister working. Hope it dont rains tomorrow.

Sunday 15/11 - Friendly against JB State team.

PS : I MISS TAN ENGWOON SO MUCH. I LOVE HANDBALL SO MUCH. PASSION.

End of post, dumb!


Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 10:46 PM





'08


Argh, I injured my thumb.
The blood clot at the tip of my thumb. Sucks.

Wednesday - Woke up, went to have lunch with Dad, sister and BB at pizza hut from 12PM-1PM at lot one.
Went to do CSO from 1PM-5PM before I head off to CCAB for training.
Training start from 6PM-9PM, went back home via 67.
Bought dinner and iced milo and head home.
Reach home, wash up, ate and slept at sofa.

Thursday- Woke up, went to prepare for training.
Received a sms saying training cancel.
Head to lot one @ 12PM to meet BB, sister, melvin and jackson to eat lunch @ macdonald.
They're having fun playing the monopoly game?
Then after that, we head to a watch show as Melvin want to buy watch.
In the end, he decided not to buy and head to a computer shop to buy earpiece.
Received a sms saying training is resume at a later time @ 4pm.
Went back yewtee, buy hazelnut ice cream at sister's workplace while melvin went to meet his friend.
Share with BB, after that we took bus 307.
I alighted at school's bus stop while BB alight at Xenia's house.
Went for training, rain while training.
Express students came and we had lots of fun.
Just that the rain sucks.
Went back to Yewtee, ate dinner with Shengda.
And walk home after waiting for the bus with Shengda.
Watch tv to relax my mind, feeling so tired now.
Gonna sleep soon, goodnight.

Tomorrow have to report to MCYS for voice recording @ 5.30PM, arghs.

End of post, dumb!


Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 10:16 PM
Monday -
Woke up around 8AM, went to do cso at southview, reach @ 9AM.
Did all the usual stuff till 2+ and stoned there till 5PM before I go to lot one to meet Pritpal.
Nice weather to sleep yet I still have to do cso, what to do. Lol.
After that went to ccab for training from 6PM-9PM.
It's raining so the training was more relax then usual.
Went back to cck via 67, and mrt to yewtee to buy my dinner.
Reach home around 9.30PM, sms PO to inform her that I've reach home.
Ate my dinner and dozed off at the sofa.

Tuesday - Woke up around 7.45AM, went to wash up and changed to sports attire.
Went to school, reach around 8.27AM, and realise almost half the team was late.
Training started @ 9.20AM and the training was crazy.
Drills, passing, team play and games.
The sun was crazy and everybody was so dead beat from the training.
Went to Yewtee with BB and Shengda, bought ice-cream with BB and shared with her.
Ate our lunch at koufu before I go back to school to report to PO.
Talked with her till 3+ before I went to lot one with Junming to meet BB, her mom and Mojin.
Bought coke with icecream at the food junction, walk around the library, bought cheese pancake before everybody go home.
BB came to my house and played audition, dragon came afterwards and slept at my house while I played poker.
Sister came afterwards with our dinner, and we ate together like reunion dinner. Lol, dragon went home after dinner and sister and BB is trying to do liscense since 9.30PM.
Now its already 10.30PM and they're still trying very hard, as usual the bored me came to blog about my life.
So in future, I can read my archirves to know what has happen in my life.

Anyway, anybody know any motivating/encouraging songs? Mind tag me the song name? PO ask me to write out the lyrics :/ hmmmmmmm, all the songs I know is like love/sad/happy song-.- Motivating song??
Graduation song - Vitamin C can??? Byebye.
Tomorrow still got CSO and training at ccab, so worned out..

PS: they just complete the liscense and they're screaming like hell and they goes like YAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
Will upload photos next time, sister's laptop is so lag today!!
Singtel's fault??

End of post, dumb!


Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 12:45 AM
Today woke up around 1PM, waited for Bb until 3+ then she say she's ready to leave her house.
Met her at longjohn silver, ate our lunch there.
Bus to aunt's place, ate at there again.
Play around with the kids, went to bangkit to buy sweet talk for Bb.
Went back to aunt's place, sang song cut cake and home sweet home.
Watch Bb play audition for 2hours before she went home.
Im watching a video about Vampire?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKjSnmJd2Q8&feature=related
Hmmm, so interesting.
Tomorrow having CSO at south view at 9AM, afterwards having training at CCAB at 6PM.
Goodnight.




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